Why do I do this to myself?
How can I so blatantly ignore specific instructions?
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:6-7, NIV
Apparently I need to spend some time dusting off the cobwebs in my prayer closet. Again.